What do you do when you can't even get a breath out? When the stress your under just piles on top of you and almost flattens you like bread without yeast? There's no escape because the problems surround you and suffocate you. You can feel your lungs exploding, but only from surpressing that scream that you so desperately need to let out... You're not dying, but you wish you were cold and six feet under. You wish it would all end, and the boy who broke your heart and shattered it to pieces a year and a half ago who still claims to love you even though he's going on a year with someone else and you're also with someone... Keeps asking you to repeat that you still love him... You won't so you fight, then the boy who's not yours finds out that the one you are with previously months ago told him to go kill himself and finds out that you forgave him when he claims that you promised you wouldn't. You love the one you're with. You'll never forget the one that's hassling you, but You want it all to stop, you want it all to just go away so you can finally get some sleep...